Hey Bloggers!
Okay, my previous blog didn't really work out, so I started over. Hopefully this time I won't screw it up. I swear, I can be a total jinx. I didn't even have my blog for that long before I couldn't even work the thing.
I should be in bed by now, but like most nights, I have a hard time sleeping. Most of the time it's because I'm always thinking of random stuff and all that. A lot of it has to do with all the problems I got with my friends and at home. Sometimes I break down and cry over stuff that isn't all that meaningful (at least to some people).
For example; Have any of you people had a friend who you were really close to, but then they just suddenly lost interest in you? Well, I've had at least one friend like that. It actually started last year in grade 9. I was pretty much in denial that she was trying to ditch me and our other best friend, and was trying to get a long with her. Man, just reminding myself of it just makes me want to hit something. She's one of those people who were "popular" and decided that "hey, we're going to be changing schools anyway, so why not ditch my old friends and get new ones". That began to start after Christmas break.
Then she would have this "happy/go away" moments over the year. When it hit summer, we talked like nothing ever happened. It made me a bit mad but hey, we were getting along then so why did it matter?
Of course, when school started, she started acting that way again. Then I just didn't exist to her anymore. After that, I started thinking about all the time me, Ria(just a nickname for her), and my other best friend (who shall remain anonymous) spent together. Rose and I would talk about how she would boss us around all the time and take advantage of what we had and never return the favor.
So now, whenever I see her talking with her "friends", I kind of feel sorry for them because Ria will probably ditch them for some "better" people.
Anyway, that's it for me and thanks for reading. Let's hope this site doesn't screw up or anything.
Jessicca | 